So here we are just a little over a week before Christmas. I have put up my Christmas Tree, and all that good stuff, but I can't quite get into the spirit of things. I thought it was helping, but I have started taking a nose dive fast again. I guess it wouldn't have anything to do with the fact that I am about to go into week 3 of unemployment. I search everyday endlessly.......Ugh....... Send my resume out, and have had a couple of interviews, and a couple of telephone screenings for jobs, but nothing :-( I had a meltdown earlier this week. I'm not real proud of that.... I let a lot of anger and frustrations out, but not in a postitive way. I kicked, screamed, threw things, and then went into my bedroom, and threw myself across my bed, and cried and cried!! I felt a lot better after, but I had a huge mess to clean up, and a huge bruise on my ankle, and a sore wrist and arm. That miracle that I wished for a few blogs ago? Well now would be a great time for it to happen. I would like to be that person that great things happen to, but not at someone else's expense. Like hitting the lotto jackpot, or something like that. I guess I would just take a job at this point. My friends encourage me to believe....... I'm really trying to. Miracles, right??