Okay.....I am hoping I don't offend the virgin ears, but I never said this was going to be pretty!!! So What the F*&%# x 2???!!!!
First of all my interview went great........ I think I have a shot at this one, but don't want it. It was an hour and a half drive for me, and a lot less money, and not benefits. I could take a job right near my house for a lot less money, and be close to home to save on gas, and wear and tear on my car. Gosh......... I hate being unemployed.
Second........ Okay........ Maybe I was a little premature on the love thing. Yes, I love him. But he has totally blown me off again. I feel like calling him up and asking if "she" is worth losing the best thing that ever happened to you? I swear. I don't think it's another woman. I just think he is going through some things, and he is allowing his fear to keep him from sharing. I wish I truly knew the male psyche..... Better yet.......I would like someone to explain how you can have everything in a relationship, and it still cannot work out...... Well when one of you agrees with you, but still says it can't work. He hasn't said it this time. I keep waiting for the fallout, but it hasn't happened yet. Something is definitely going on........WTF???!!!
Okay....... Enough is enough I guess........ Goodnight all... I will be back ;-)