When you're having fun. In between my life going all different directions recently, I had a birthday. Yes, that's right. I turned the big 48. I just don't feel older. I feel very young. I've never had a problem with aging. I think I get better with age. I did have this set back when I turned 25, which turned out to be a moment of insanity. Yeah.......it happens to the best of us! So.....reports say that 40 is the new 20. Therefore, I am really 28. Right? Well, I breezed right through my birthday. It was good.......with the exception of the hairdresser chopping my hair off. I mean completely off! And then some jerk backed into my car. I guess it really was just a memorable birthday. Lots of well wishes, and good stuff. So recently there was the birthday weekend and the reunion weekend. I have a family reunion this coming weekend. It's my dad's side of the family. I always try to go to that one no matter what. So three busy weekends in a row. That's not so good. I'm not getting enough "me" time in. I'm thinking about working in a sex weekend. Yep...... I sure am. I know...I know... Cover your ears if you can't handle it. I am not used to being NOT sexually active. I miss it. I need it. I just need to find the right person who is a willing partner, you know? When you've had the pretty good stuff for so long, it is hard to find something to fill that void. I don't want to just jump into something with someone......and it be done out of loneliness, or it to be empty or baseless....... You know what I'm saying. I want passion....... I want it all...... That is asking for a lot, but dammit..... I am going to find it, if it kills me...... Just watch and see ;-)
Peace!
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