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Thursday, June 2, 2011

Sometimes you just need a second opinion.....

I have tried to write about my second marriage twice now.  I am getting a feeling that now is not the right time to talk about it, if that makes sense.  I have communicated with my second husband, and have his blessing to move forward with our story, and even started writing about it. Something beyond my control has intervened on two different occasions, and I find that odd. 

Before I decided to start writing and sharing my story, my life was in limbo.  The past few years had begun with a great start, and progressively got out of control as the year moved on.  However, 2011 was riddled with obstacles and uncertainty from the beginning.  I took this as a sign that maybe this year would be different, and things would actually be normal for a change.  Right now the prognosis is not so good...........  Recently my faith in God has waivered.  I have asked a lot of questions...  Why Lord is this happening?  Why Lord is that happening?  I know better, and have still allowed these obstacles to hinder my life.  So I am going to have a talk with the man upstairs to get a second opinion.   I know things will be just fine, but it never hurts to make sure.......

Peace!  

1 comment:

Angela Marie said...

Just remember when we don't have the strength to be faithful, He is, you take all the time you need and ask all the questions you need to ask. Doubts and questioning don't define who we are, bitterness and anger and how we move on from there does. I love you Suzanna, and you are always in mine and Miss Jewels prayers......