I never said this was going to always be pretty.....  Break-ups are ugly......  I am hurting right now and it sucks big time!  How do you get past this?  I want to run to him for everything.  I want to share the good and bad points of my day.  I want to share my achievements with him.  Everything..............Everything..............  How long does falling OUT of love take?  I'm sleepy, but can't sleep.  I want to blog, but my brain is mush.  I am hoping this weekend will give me some much needed time to try to pull it all back together....  Get my head in the right place.  I'm feeling quite like that song from one of the Christmas cartoons......  "Put One Foot in Front of the Other"  "and Soon you Will be Walking out the Door".  Was it from that island of misfits in Rudolph?  The abominable snowman?  Hmmm......

I have joked for years about finding me a deserted island somewhere in the middle of the ocean.  Sometimes when things are really bad, I fantasize about being on that deserted island.  Running around naked.  Living off of berries and coconuts.  No fish, please.  Just laying down wherever and soaking up the sun.  Staring at the moon and stars at night.  To me that would be complete euphoria!  No worries.........

Well..........that felt good.  

Peace!